Public Speaking

Sometimes I feel my public speaking is bad, not good enough.

After joining this library, 8 hours speaking Bahasa and English only. The environment force me to do so as all my colleagues are non-chinese except 1 and she also english literate, we talk in Cantonese, it is look weird when we communicate in Cantonese.

It is good for me actually, at least I can improve my English by joining them and I have to do communicate in this language because this is the only common language that we understand each other. But, sometimes I do feel that I can't express my meaning well, no matter with colleagues or boss.

Especially with boss, I feel tension when I was asked to give opinion and answer her opinion-based question. Just now I already experience it when I go to ladies and boss so happen walk through, she stop me and ask me about the discussion result. Honestly, I only know 50% of the discussion but I have to "create" 50% reason to answer boss's question, moreover, I know my answer is not good.

Sometimes, I just feel my vocab not coming "on-time" when I want to mean something to my colleagues.

What can I do?

Practising read, hear and communicate, I think that is the only way I can boost my English literacy.